Boredom leads to pointlessness

I find it amazing that 6 billion plus people live in this world, all leading thier own life, doing a million different things, like 99.9% of them not ever meeting, relating or even caring about the others they share this space with. Yet we all just want just one thing out of life…happiness.

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First off..I like to spell cool…with a “k” Just so you know.

Anyway the other day me and my friend were talking and well the topic of my total unkoolness came about. My general unkoolness has kinda been a thing for a while. I mean I am kool as fuck but I sure as hell aint like conventional kool, thus labeled awkward etc.

Any it inspired a post, basically asking what is kool really, and how unkool is basically almost being a total individual very much different and apart in actions and possibly mentality from the masses and we all know when you say shit like that some one will say oh be yourself and dont care about what ppl think, and I kinda do agree with that to a point…but.You knew a big ole Serena Williams “but” was coming in a nice small thong. But…the problem is when the masses, the system, society..what ever you wanna call it, look at you and care about you. You can not care about people all you want. Like for example Homosexuals, they can walk about saying oh I am gay and proud all they like but if the existed in certain societies they could be stoned or just ridiculed and a regular day just going into town could be an ordeal.

So when I say what is kool really, or worry occasional what someone says or thinks, I mean I think it is quite warranted if you study it cause, if I am perceived a particular way it can and most likely will directly affect me, actually the way could be positive but the point is it can affect you. This is not to say be like a wreck thinking about others, that is like a whole other issue, but maybe just remember and acknowledge it yuh know. And this thinking goes way way way beyond the topic of what is kool and what isnt it is basically thinking bout perception, and how perception directly or indirectly impacts your own existence, no matter how much you like to think not.

I mean I know this shit first hand, due to my rash, cavalier, generally I wont say don’t carish but I don’t obsess about a lot of things people obsess about behavior, even profession have like all directly impacted on how people treat , talk about, experience me and their experience may have been shared or relayed to another and another and before long an entire populous can have an opinion(s) just based on thier perception and if the experience is shared you basically get labelled could be a good label like Louis Vuitton but is still…a label. and labels can end lives, careers, get you pussy, get you a black card or black carded. Labels…pfffft fuckin hate um.

All this being said…I still try not to care too much bout what people think and I will possibly always be the awkward one cause well…being conventionally kool is like pretty fuckin boring,
and what the average person thinks is just twisted yuh know. And I dont feel you should have a general rule or mode for many things, I think everything is situational and in each moment you can possibly do the same thing ten different ways depending on all the variables involved so you adapt…but that is a whole other topic, maybe we can talk about it sometime.

Any enough of this meaningless shallow conversation that some people may say is really about being kool, but like I said people are kinda twisted in how their mind sees. Or maybe they are straight and I am twisted…I like being twisted tho…not talking about homosexuality ok. Done with this typing, I wonder if anyone will read this. Peace!!!

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